bila umur dah 20++ org akan bercerita psl "kawin". x sah kalau duduk bersembang x masuk topik tu. kwn2 akan bertanya ada bf ke x. bila xde, dorg akan tnye kenapa xde bla3... blh x bg jwpn "sbb sy nak cari seorg suami. bukan bf." hehehe :P letih nak menjwb. muda lg kot. kte x tau apa akan jd masa akan dtg. x semestinya org yg kte kapel skrg akan jd suami kte.
kdg2 tu terasa alone gak ble kwn sekeliling ada bf. jeles ble sume pegang henset mesej2, gayut dgn bf. aku pegang buku je (cewaahhh..koya) tp ble pk blk perlu ke ada bf semata2 utk itu? sbb tu la sy jenis kedekut kredit. tgk kwn2 duit byk habis kat topup je. aku pulak byk habis kat mknn. nmpk x perbezaan di situ?
lg satu, x kawin lg dah ada nama manja. cthnye panggil "abg" "syg". ok geli. kalau dah panggil bf dgn nama tu nnt nak panggil suami apa pulak? dah xde ke"sweet"an ble dah kawin nnt. for me, biarlah nama panggilan tu for my future husband only. hehe.
ble xde bf org akan kata terlalu memilih. WAJIBLAH memilih sbb ni psl masa dpn. hidup dan mati. org yg kte nak hidup dgn dia smp syurga. insyaAllah. kot2 la dpt yg panas baran payah gak. skrg pun dah blh tgk mcm2 kes. kwn2 pun asyik ngadu bf dorg kuat jeles, baran. tgk dorg pun serabut nak jaga ati bf bagai. serabut study pun dah cukup la. can't find sumone yg blh trime diri ini seadanya. so just waiting and waiting till i find the right one. insyaAllah Allah dah tentukan jodoh kte. cuma xtau bila akan jumpa dan di mana.
jatuh cinta itu mmg mudah. tp nak melupakan itu sgt sukar. tgk kwn2, sepupu yg frust menangis smp jd panda. ble gaduh dgn bf nangis. x sanggup nak lalui sume tu. nak sumone yg kenal kjp pastu terus kawin blh x? hahahaha. sweet sgt tgk psgn cmtu. kenal lama2 pun last2 x menjd watpe. tp kan org yg x kenal aku mesti anggap aku budak skola lg. like my friend said "tqah, kau kalau nak cari kena cari sumone yg dah lama kenal kau dan jd kwn kau." HUH?? skrg kan byk artikel psl kapel2. so ble baca tu terasa serba slh. ble dah kapel tu rasa mcm nak putus je. besides, i dun have any look. i know who i am. wuteva it is, be thankful to Allah sbb cukup anggota :)
adakah aku sudah cukup baik utk mendptkan yg terbaik? berusaha berubah menjd lbh baik. insyaAllah Allah akan bg ganjaran yg lbh baik utk org yg bersabar. aku x sempurna dan aku mengharapkan seseorg yg dpt terima diriku seadanya :)
Dear Future Husband.
I don’t want to be your girlfriend. I just want to be the one you call your wife. Your presence will give me happiness. You’ll be my halal prince charming. Riding your horse of Taqwa. Holding onto the Quran in your right hand and the Sunnah in your left. I hear you’re worth the wait, so I’ll wait Insha’Allah. My heart belongs to Allah swt and only Him. You’ll have to get lost in Him to find me and even then you’ll still have to rightfully become apart of my heart. Only trough Him. What I’m trying to say is that WE have to get lost in Him to find each other. I hope you’re up for for the journey. I know I am Alhamdulilah... (copypaste).
I don’t want to be your girlfriend. I just want to be the one you call your wife. Your presence will give me happiness. You’ll be my halal prince charming. Riding your horse of Taqwa. Holding onto the Quran in your right hand and the Sunnah in your left. I hear you’re worth the wait, so I’ll wait Insha’Allah. My heart belongs to Allah swt and only Him. You’ll have to get lost in Him to find me and even then you’ll still have to rightfully become apart of my heart. Only trough Him. What I’m trying to say is that WE have to get lost in Him to find each other. I hope you’re up for for the journey. I know I am Alhamdulilah... (copypaste).
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